i have an apartment.
it feels good to be finished. i'm actually excited about all of this too. i was worried, really worried. but i feel really good. i'm registered for classes, i have my I.D., my parking pass, i've paid. i even passed my math placement test so i don't have to take any "catch up" courses.
i'm taking Biology, a writing class, Psychology, and college algebra.
i feel this weight of...stress and anxiety dropping off of me.
tomorrow i will return home to finish my normal life. i will hate leaving a lot of things behind. i will miss my church and what i do there. i even miss target a little. but i know w/o a doubt i will miss my friends and even more my family. i think even being gone for this week i've realized how hard it will be for me to be that far away. i know i'll make it and i'm not worried about my relationship w/ them.
i've missed living at justin and jon's house to use their internet and watch scrubs. i've missed joking around w/ my mom and talking w/ my dad.
i've missed playing w/ joe and the band at youth.
but i'm ready for this change. i'm excited, i'm worried...i'm....everything i should be.
