Everyone's a Wild Card.

This summer has brought a lot of change to my life and I've been pretty busy - too busy to sit down and look at it all. Actually, that's not true. I've sat down many times but it's hard to think when your head is empty or saying the same things it's said all along.

I remember what love is but I haven't forgotten loss.

I forgot what trust and faith were which makes them difficult to have all of the time.

People have come and gone from my life. Some of the coming has resulted in the going.

Rings are exchanged and babies are born.

I see the need to grow up as responsibilities are piling on my shoulders. It's time to put childish things behind me and stop wasting time. I've mastered wasting time.

I am alive, even though I'm not sure what for. But isn't that part of the point? To figure out this journey and find happiness?

I'm finally feeling at ease with myself. Actually, that's not true.

And this, like so many things in my life, is incomplete.