then i have another option that looks nice on the outside but i can't see inside it because someone still lives there. i'm torn.
besides that, this has been a good trip thus far.
i got college things taken care of some and have had a good deal of fun w/ sara and her friends and sara's family and lily's parents.
the other night we sat around at lily's. i was very tired and someone discouraged w/ all of this. but i sat and watched dave, lily's dad, put on guitar strings. he was very focused but always had time to pause and say something either hilarious or very interesting.
and then i continued to sit there in my spaced out state and listen to him play his wonderfully tuned guitar. and then lily accompanied him on violin and it was fabulous.
i've become very excited about being here. last night leah and i talked about all the food i have to have at my apartment. and jesse says he'll always come over and play my video games. haha.
it'll be really cool.
when sara gets home in about 20 minutes, we are going to meet up w/ Sal and Debbie.
i'm feeling better already. i think i know what to do. if only i could really see it.
Post Script
so...the 2nd place that i drove to, looked inside, and then drove to the agency in order to pay the security deposit and take it - yes, it was taken earlier in the morning. so, again, i am back to square one. my stay here is being extended. therefore i will not be home friday night for the youth luau. i am quite sad of that, but this is more important and necessary.
tomorrow kathy and i are setting out on a giant search. hopefuly something will turn up that i like as much as the other two that i couldn't get. i don't think i can go much lower (in confidence) and higher (in price).
