I'm Going Down To Sleep On The Bottom Of The Ocean.

today is a day of overwhelming feelings.
i've written some more music. i like it better than the old. i just need a few chords i don't know and words. i have one line but nothing to follow.
why is everything so disappointing right now? i don't think anybody has it good.
i don't think we're going to record, or ever practice again. i'm frustrated.
stop hiding.
i'm ready to say goodbye to a few things and hello to a few.
i wish i could record what i see. i think i'd make some very good music videos. and then i could explain what i think about more things.
i can't believe how heartless some people can be.

it'd be nice to escape right now and sit in a field and breathe and let things roll off. i know i'm not the only one.