i'd rather sit here and listen to aqueduct or bright eyes or the snake the cross the crown or sufjan stevens or john vanderslice.
better yet, i'd rather get out of my house. i'm getting fat.
i'll slowly be putting up more videos from concerts i've been too.
here's a short video of JV and his mom:
i want to be outside. i want to play guitar.
tomorrow night is Fluke's first public performance in over a year. we're playing at Fairmont State's Battle of the Bands.
it is at 8PM in the Turley Center Ballroom. it costs $2. there's my plug.
we haven't practiced for awhile either, which leads to the 2nd source of stress/frustration. i think we'll do fine - i hope we win.
i am tired of faking living. i hope to truly live someday.
here's some lyrics to a song i wrote. it's called "Snow"; it's about dreaming.
It seems life is flying by at light speed
Everything good has passed me by the time I turn around
And I need a plan to slow it down
But in reality
Life’s not always easy
It’s nothing like TV
You can’t turn it off
I just wanna keep on sleeping
Sometimes I wish I were dreaming
But I’m pinned down in my problems
The truth is I’m tired of living
Dreams come true? I always heard
That the grass is greener, but only when the sun is shining
And snow is falling while I doze off at the wheel
I need a plan to stay awake as long as I can
Cos when I sleep I don’t dream anymore
That is until you melted the snow and opened my eyes
Let’s face reality
Life’s not that easy
But dreaming won’t make you happy
You’ve gotta make it happen
How could you just be sleeping?
Don’t you wish sometimes you were dreaming?
If only I had that problem
Cos I’m tired of faking living
There’s a great big world outside
Don’t spend all the time in your mind
Go be what you want to be
And stop living in reverie
