How Long Before I Know What It Feels Like?

i have no idea. i hate the idea of having to tell anyone where i see myself. mostly because i don't realistically see myself anywhere; it's all in my dreams.
i was feeling good about college, i'm unsure about how i feel now.
Coldplay has known my innermost self the last few days. and every other line they've sang has been an even better title for this entry. i hope i haven't settled.

i wrote a song, it's about revenge.

i hope the sky falls on your head
as you walk away
each drop of rain's like the sting
of every bruise you've made

when i needed you most
you said you couldn't stay
you left me stunned
waiting for your embrace

if it all crashed down on you
i wouldn't give my time to save
one whose drowning in an ocean
of all their mistakes

i'm thinking of adding a bridge at the end. i'm unsure. i've felt like a better person after writing music. it is what makes me happy. i would never pick up a camera again for music. maybe someday...